I have a tendency to cut people off and feel bad about it afterwards. Why is this? It's like I want you in my life, but I don't. I need you, but I'm content without having you. I will miss talking to you or seeing you, but I'll suffer alone. Is this a part of my stubbornness or a part of saving myself from deeper hurt? Only God knows. After all I'm hurt just by making a decision to disassociate myself with you. So am I really saving myself or hurting myself more? Thoughts ....
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